Well, fuuuuuck me. Yep, you guessed it. Another fucking negative pregnancy test. I really have nothing else to say about this. I’ve been sitting here just annoyed with nothing else to say. Lol!
Yesterday was actually test day. So I peed in my cup. Then searched for a pregnancy test. Apparently, we didn’t have any. I could have sworn Austin got a 2 pack last month. He thought so too. This is just proof that we’ve been doing this WAY too long. So Austin went to the closest gas station to get a test, as my cup of pee hung out. 🤣 The gas station was a fail, so Austin went to Walmart but had to wait until it opened at 7am. We finally did the test, just like always. Then we got this…
Yep. Same feels. Just ridiculous. So we waited until this morning to test again. I’d rather get the above than the “NOT PREGNANT” we got.
So now, we focus on IVF. I will call OU once I start my period, which will be in 2-3 days now that I’ve stopped the progesterone. When I call, they will tell me what to do in order to prep for our IVF cycle. Typically, it will be birth control to maintain a cycle. I think March will also be birth control. This is just from my research, so I don’t know for sure yet.
I was really hoping that today I would be able to splurge & shop a bit. If we were pregnant today, I would get $1500 back from OU and we have about $4000 set aside But noooooooo! We have to pay even more money to try to have a baby. FUCK. And now, no discretionary spending. At all. It’s going to be bills, necessities, and IVF until we have $16,000. Y’all. We have 78 days until our IVF start date, which means we have 71 days until we have to have paid $9500 and who knows how long for the rest. I assume it’ll be about a week or 2 before the start date when we order the meds, so about 64 days for the $3000-5000 to pay for meds. No fucking pressure, right?! UGH.
Prayers, baby dust, and sharing our story would be appreciated! 💕
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